I'm starting this blog because I can't get over my ex, what a shocking and stereotypical reason to start a blog. I'm really original, I promise. Honestly, I just want to write my thoughts and even if no one ever reads this, strangely I'll be okay. I hate my ex. I lie to myself that I don't love him, but I do. What a contradiction. I spend almost every day with him. We go to the same school, we have the same friends, we are interested in the same things oh and the best part is, we still hook up. What a fun life I lead.
The title of this blog is significant, first I loved lion king as a little kid and second per a conversation with my best friend, I told him I wanted to run away from school so I could get away from my ex and honestly just everything else. My best friend told me that I wasn't Simba and i couldn't run away. I said "but Simba came back" my best friend retorted with only after pride rock had been destroyed...as I reflected on that, I realized I needed my pride rock to be destroyed also so I could come back to the real me. Well my feelings are my pride rock and I'm destroying them by finally confronting them in this blog. I hope I can be successful, honestly I just need a venue to talk to that isn't a friend because I think I'm starting to exhaust my friends. So here to this blog I will come. It's just my first blog post so I'm trying to keep things brief but be prepared readers of mine. It will get real.
Ciao for now.
